The end of each year comes replete with the requisite top 10 lists: Movies, Songs, Concerts, Celebrity Deaths, and on and on. I actually enjoy reading these, not to see if I’m on the list (alas, not this year), but as a reminder to do my own checklist of artistic and creative accomplishments.
This is more than simply living in the past or worrying about the future. Taking stock of our preferences, accomplishments, and successes is a way of being in the present, and thus fosters further creativity. After all, we can only think, act, and create in the present moment. The past is over, having already existed as its own moment, as will future moments yet to come. Each blink of the eye can be thought of as a gateway from past to the future, worthy of its own reflection.
It is important to do this in a non-judgmental way. I have had my share of successful concerts in the past year, as well as a few that did not go as well as I had hoped. For both, the reflection must include both considered failures and successes. To help illustrate, I offer the following exercise.
- Make a list of your accomplishments, everything you have done in the past year: concerts, art works, poems, whatever. You may want to use your near-expired calendar to jog your memory. List everything: every piece played, every book read, whatever you want to include. You may want to make different lists for different types of things (work, family, play, hobbies, etc.).
- From that list, choose 10 things that you feel represent your very best work.
- Similarly, choose 10 things that represent your least inspired work.
- For each item, reflect on WHY it was successful or lacking. Be tangible. It’s not enough to say: “I didn’t practice enough.” Nail it down further: “I didn’t master Mozart’s articulations.” Aha, now you are getting somewhere.
- Looking forward to your upcoming projects, incorporate your findings for a better chance at upcoming success.
We’ve all heard the cliché, “Learn from Your Mistakes.” I couldn’t agree more. But we also must “Learn from Our Successes.” We have both; every year, every month, every day. I will have many more of both in 2013. That’s all but guaranteed as I start the year conducting Stravinsky’s “Rite of Spring!” Now, on to the score study…
Happy New Year!
Copyright, 2012. Robert Baldwin